Stuck

I'm having one of those nights....Where most people I know are sleeping and dreading their work day tomorrow.  Or enjoying it.
I miss working believe it or not.  I miss earning a living.  Having a 'life' per se.  Other than the daily duties of job hunting and trying to keep myself sane with socializing and the gym.

I've hit a rut in the cooking department and that is never good.

I'm the type of cook who cooks from the heart...  So with that said.  I need to find another motivational tool to get myself back on the (cooking)train.

As far as I know...I'm managing well with the gym.

I just need to piece the other parts of my life together.  It's just a matter of time.  *knocks on wood*

I have the will.  I'm working on the way.  I just desperately need to get there.  Somehow.  Some way.